prida(:

2009-01-28T17:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY=D

2008-12-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

whoa has been long since i blogged.
okay.
am super pissed with co now -__________- and yes i hate going for pracs now.thanks to some @)$(@*$($*@()*($*)(!~ stupid person,i am playing the damned da ruan.not like im insulting the instrument or what lah.bt please lor.i cant even see the conductor holding that enormonously huge big bulky instrument.its like .. zz a joke lah.

makin me play daruan last minute,nv even give me scores,and expect me to play sth out.
seriously lah,this kinda arrangement sucks.
so im like stuck with the da ruan for syf?great.im the only person playing that instru.
im totally screwed leh.just bcaue he quitted doesnt mean i must be his replacement lah.
selfish people.

okay enough of ranting=)shall talk about sth happy=DD
7-9 is gathering with pigs!(: and yeah/lots of things have been happening, and i kinda love and enjoy those.cant wait to gather with sophiaaa,jy,nicole,roseline,sieweng,amanda,weijia, blah blah blah and the list runs down!has beeeeeen really long since we really met and sat down to talk cause we normally talk over the phone and stuff.yay/
okay.gotta go out alr!=D

2008-12-20T21:37:00.001+08:00

gosh!100TH POST.hi5 joanne!(: damn qiao,same day got 100th post=DD
and yucks.today was snr high dazu.got spammed with scoldings like crazy-____-
quek: zhongruan,play.?
me,biyu,serene,sieweng: **gasps*us leh us leh.*laughs* then we started plaaying(:
then i was telling myself,wah lucky everyone play correct,if not in for scolding T.T
quek:how come keep got pple play diff note?keep playing wrong.)!#(!)*&!(&#(!&
us:?!?! where got-___-

so this kept going on.ming ming play correctly for the first note ma but keep getting scolded hai.>=( nvrm=(

and co camp schedule makes me wana cry-__-
monday.--> 9-12 then 1.30-4.30
tuesday---)9-12 ,games,dinner.end=D

HAIS.my life,zz.
.and PS:i havent do GP essay>=(

2008-12-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

看着右手
被撕裂的伤口
爱好像曾经停留

而我左手
按下号码之后
那首属于我的歌不再播送

默写你的爱过
坦承自己脆弱
对白怎么说
表情才不难过

我想要说我想要说
如果没有了你
我该如何往下走
那一秒钟
有没有发现我倔强里的问候
怎么劝我放手
在这一切之后

整夜的风
冷得我手颤抖
你在温暖的那头
熟悉路口
再一次的路过
等在那角落的人已不是我

ahhh.its long since i heard this song.
bt still sounds nice=D

2008-12-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

too many things too little time;

ohyeah,there are just so many things to do but so little time.>=( promised so many pple to go out,bt now in a twinkling of an eye,holis are so coming to and end zz.

teoheng!>.< try="D" time ="D">and i got 2G chalet frm 7-9th! hope i can go.has been long since i really sat down and talk to my lovely pigs(: really miss them ALOT.

zz/and i dreamt of huibin.coming to 5c33.and telling me alot of secrets -_____-random dream!but talking about that,heard that our new sch,the classrooms are all air conditioned=D in the senior high block,so its much like our container classrooms i guess.but the room size is the same.kinda missed the mornings,where i just walk past all the classrooms,see all my friends in their classes having fun and making lots of noises.so yup,here we are,back into the new campus in tanjong rhu.=D
kinda looking forward to homecoming.yeah(:

2008-12-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

just confirmed sth/zz.
this is SO weird.
like totally no link,but its true
and i dont understand why hahaha.bt nvrm,also not my business,ting le jiu suan bah..=D
this shows that i still have the so called women's intuition HEH.and its accurate!(:
hai, bt to be sure about that,we shall see=)

and you know what,gp essay is so boring.and i dont even know how to start.so i havent touchedd it..procrastinating leh..but what can i do=(
unless you tell me my gp teacher next yr is mr tan lo>.<>

some pple are just weird to decipher,bt i shall not care about them since they are not erally important in my life.yup, yay,i love my friends!=DDDDD

2008-12-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

gp essay's so boring that i dnwanna touch it T.T
bt holidays seems to be coming to an end.-___- so that means we are all supposed to do it like soon no matter how unwilling we are to.sian.

and life these days are all about the brain.HAHA.and i've lied dno how many times.zz.
white lies=Dso yup, i hope no negative side effects>.<
cause we are all v looking forward to that,and have put in lots of effort!
so gambatte everyone =D

and rarr.sch's reopening/hope i have some really cool house(: and the prob of being with anyone in the same hse is like 0.25=.= so let fate decide bah.
i will so miss all of you):

2008-12-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

went orchard with joanne,anvea (which i so super long nv go out with le!!!!!=DDDDD),serene and cheryl today(: talked alot while shopping(:
didnt really have anything in mind of what to buy for christmas-____-,so we were like pacing up between cine,wisma and taka -__- and zhen's eye candy wasnt there haha!bet everyone was so super disappointed while me cheryl and serene are still kept in the dark of how he look like.

so we bought our christmas present alr!=Dand im proud to say.its unisex.so even if some guy happens to get my present.im all ready for it.zz.though girls will like it more.zz.i feel like keeping it for myself.>=(

and im officially broke.heh.or you may say of negative moneyT.T
i just spent more than half of my pay away!bt nvrm.im happy(:bt guilty >.<>

2008-12-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

!(*(U()FSH(&!&#!^&(@$*)*$)_@)_$(
rarr.lols.can you all stop calling me.im not going bac there=.=
haha.shall show you all this pudding i got from japan,credits to cheryl!(:as part of my birthday present..

proudly presenting....*** the most PORNO JELLY!!**

...
zzzzz.looks normal on the outside.bt when you peer in T.T

T.T
CRYING LOLS.
but i heard that its a pretty hot favourite in their country
so yeah>.< anyway,yah its a pudding,dont read too much into it-___________-

rarr.sometimes i think im a loser.
always setting my mind on doing it,bt always failing it
just seeems so impossible for me to do that.
ah.i should just shut up.hai

2008-12-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

hmm, think i not putting up any pics le bah..
ah.dont know whats up with this insecurity but yah,maybe i'll sort it out and hopefully put some of it up if i have the time someday(:

nevertheless,i wanna thank those who wished me!(:those who stayed up,and those who remembered,no matter thru friendster,facebook-___- or purely memory!thanks alot=DDD
you all really made my day.haha ty to those who sent frm overseas too,like wh frm china and kel frm genting.hmm thanks alot=)oyeah,ty jared too.
esp,cheryl,serene,zhijie,wh,sy,jy and jarib!!!=DD who planned so much stuff and got me nice nice nice presents =D am not gonna say what they got me hehe.
.must have spent quite a bomb bah>.<>

okay.i need to do bsp T.T gosh.

2008-12-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

am gonna update about my birthday sometime today(:
bt now gonna go shopping=DD
i'll be bac with pics=D

prida!=D

2008-12-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

classes for year509 are finally out today!(: no i think it should be ):
boo.im so not in the same class as so many pple.hmm,bt at least i have cheryl=DD
weihong,shenmei,jiawen and wanyu frm 4i too=DD guess i have to s tart making new frriends.
hmm.kinda sad cause im quite scared that everyone will drift away.>.< have experienced that before,and will nv want it to happen again!so i'll just try my best to maintain=D
boo not in same class as serene,zj,sy they all though we took same combi>=(
and joanne!i will miss you!=( your 'class'really v good leh.haha seems quite fun.

and it was just ytd i dreamt of the perfect class,the perfect form teacher,everything was so close to perfect and i got awaken by my phone.TADA!classes really came out>.<
bt nah.i realised all was only a dream. i hope mr tan's my teacher heh.

5c33!hope we can all find joy and fun there(: and jy,kiayi,anvea,joanne,yixin,shitlei,zj,sy,jarib,jy,though we not same class,muststill talk lor.
=)

2008-12-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

realised i'm gonna get my money like end of decT.T which means i cant do alot of stuff,cant buy things i wanna buy.>=(
stupidstupidstupid.i wont be in time >.<>
i think basketball is fun LOLS.im gonna take on basketball.and i told chak we're gonna have a showdown at end of year6,which is crazy -____-cause i dont even play ball. bt nvrm.i will tryO.O!

cant believe 2 more days and i can finally watch nc16 shows!=) and 1 more month before our princess joanne gets oucasted HAHA.PS:we dont condone pple of different ages =PPP
heh. oh,and wh's gonna fly off today right?bon voyage=) i dont want san ju qing an?or what you call that,please dont buy milk frm china back to give me T.T haha!

i need s eleven.$.$i need buy stuffs.save me =(
okay.lil nyonya is showing!=)
b.y.e.

2008-12-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

daniel's surprise birthday todaay=)and i missed netball last prac of the yearO.O!

so we sort of met up at 1245 and started to get ready!(: jy bought balloons and jarib bought cake which we contemplated for soooooo long for what to buy-__-we were like deciding between blackforest,fruits gelarte,and this chocolate cake that we never fail to buy for every goliener's birthday -__- so we decided on blackforest.heh.junyu 's as dumb as me!cause we asked the same stupid question

prida: eh why black forest cake is called blackforest when its white ah?so weird

jy: cause inside got blueberry and choc and stuff ma

prida:ohh omg im retarded>.<

5s later

junyu: eh why blackforest called blackforest ah?its white leh.

prida and jy: -________________________________-

LOLS.

so after that went tamp central cc!blew up balloons while i made water balloons and stuff.heh.and we realised guys are scared of balloons!>.< ones="D

so daniel came,we play bad and tried all sorts of tricks to lure him out and tadang.celebration started=DD

love 4i!(: they were so nice to buy me a birthday cake too=)so we sang birthday songgg.zhijie had a another cake also.cause we were all dec babies.

okay,pics shall be posted some other day(:

and boo.i just got some bad news=X

2008-11-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

am feeling good this few days =D maybe thats cause i finally decided to let go of everything on my mind.(: feels good to be free and easy!
and yay,sophia! pig,me and jy and nicccc will go your hse like realllllyyy soon.and i love sophia's sister=DD super pretty.shall slack in the tv room and gossip whole day+watch movie!

and boo,i think im joining netball.boo not ccause of the cca,bt cause i suck at ball games T.T bt shall try,must expose myself to such games.though im gona be a benchwarmer >=( which is kinda sad.bt at least can jian fei leh!(: and maybe have fun at the same time!if i manage to get the ball at all>.<>

hai,movies nowadays kinda suck,its all nc16.or at least those i saw.=.= no matter of what genre i look at -.-

yay,shall get pics of tby chalet frm sherrrrlyn and post it up=D

and zz.i keep getting harrassed this days.super annoying LOL.so yay,im going to report police case tmrw =D kinda fun leh.hope that person can stop harassing me also.every time super early in the morn +super late at night.super irritating =.=

2008-11-26T00:18:00.000+08:00

blah,okay has been kinda long since i blogged.so felt like just blogging=.=
am getting fatter recently,cause im like perma on the phone+ i sudd love to eat chips.boo.
and i miss cherie cheryl =( cheryl!COME BACK FRM G PUN SOON=( i want my kuromi!jkjk
other than me,i guess alot of pple are missing cheryl tooooooo right=Dheh.

alot of things has been happening these few days,be it happy ones or sad ones..sat was sad then happy.sun was normal i suppose cause we celebrated my ahgong's birthday=DD so was kinda happy,cause when we asked him for his birthday wish he went,''wo ai tio bei pio'' with so much gusto.which is like i wanna strike lottery!so had buffet for dinner.fatfatfat.
then when i reached home,i found out sth horrible.boo.but thanks for asking,joanne!=DDD and thankyou pig.(:

saw that coffin still showing,which is damn surprising cause it was super long ago?!like one month..,like its showing in cathay and yishun,which is super far.like 16mins frm toapayoh.so frm other pple's hse i suppose its like )_*!&U*@(&%*(@*(Y$@* 1h on the train?!bt thats for yishun though.

then was monday,which is ytd?i supposed it was super screwed.cause cheryl aint back yet,i didnt get to talk to her=(bt lucky serene nv go overseas.if not i'll just rot at home..

and today aint any better..hai./when will the better days come.

2008-11-22T12:39:00.000+08:00

Name 20 ppl you are thinking of now and list them down:

1.zhijie
2.serene
3.cheryl
4.junhao
5.shaun
6.joanne
7.roseline
8.sophia
9.nicole yim
10.nicole chew(tah leeeee)
11.john
12.jy
13.sunshine yixin
14.szuyee
15.weihong
16.jarib
17.junyu
18.chaoyuan
19.shilei
20.anvea

1.How did you meet 14? [szuyee ]
hahaa,three i'08!he was sitting behind me with sunshine.and hes super funny and clever=DD

2. What would you do if you never met 1? [ zhi jie ]
hmm..i think i'll start rotting in class,cause class will be super sianned=/ bt i'll probably score much higher,cause i will actually pay attention in class=D haha!kiddingkidding.

3 What would you do if 9 and 20 dated? [nicole yim and anvea ]
lol,it aint possible lah,they are all straight.bt if it really happens.i'll be quite freaked out

4. Did you ever like 19? [ shilei]
haha!of course.though shes super noisy and loud(HAHA),shes actually very true and sincere i feel.

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? [ joanne and junyu ]
haha!nah.they dont even look like they talk much.besides joanne alr ha touch my body guyyyyy=D

6. Describe 3. [ cheryl ]
haha,shes super funny.and nice.and i nv see her get angry with me before=)

7. Do you think 8 is attractive? [ sophia]
haha!yeah=)

8. Tell me something about 7. [roseline ]
my super gd friend since sec1!also,the first friend i knew,i called.(:love her loads!

9. Do you know anything about 12's family? [jy ]
hahaa.her brother has alot of girlfriends=.=

10. What is 8's favourite? [sophiaa]
i suppose DANCE?

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you? [chaoyuan]
lols!that aint possible.(:

12. What language does 15 speak? [weihong]
shimin language=DD

13. Who is 9 going out with? [nicole yim]
HHA.you say leh

14. How old is 16 now? [jarib]
-16=D 1month plus ore and hes 17!

15.When's the last time you talked to 13? [sunshine]
prom.gosh,thats so long ago=/

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer? [serene]
i think its the jonas brother and wang lee hom!

17. Would you ever date 4? [junhao]
zz.i just knew him!

18.Would you ever date 7? [roseline]
haha!if i were a guy/

19. is 15 single? [weihong]
haha hmm yes!LOL!

20. what is 10's last name? [nicole]
does this mean the surname>!?LOL.cheww

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11? [john]
lols!john?hes a really nice guy=)bt if i like him,i will be killed by some pple..O.O so nah.

22. What school does 3 go to? [cheryl]
dunman high school/=Dsame as me zz

23. What's your favourite thing about 5? [ shaun]
lols!i suppose his humour?

24. why did you choose 1 as the first person on your list? [ zhijie]
hmm.happened to think of his name=/

25. what do you like and hate about 14? [ szuyee]
hes super super enthu and on.hmm,as for the dislike part,the eyes!TOO SMALL LOLS!jkjk!!dont feel offended>.<>

her imba skin complexion!!!!!!

27.is 9 good looking? [ nicole yim]
of course lah.if not why got so many suitors=D

28. will you like to marry 17?[ junyu ]
haha!junyu alr has clara leh.

29. did 5 affected you in anything you do in your life? [ shaun]
haha.hmmm,just knew him,bt think he sort of brought humour to all our lives bah.

30. do you prefer 13 or 15? [ sunshine and weihong ]
haha.zzzzzz.ohno,weihong,you reading this hor?HAHAAHA.hmm

bt hor..if call me choose..

i think

i prefer..

SUNSHINE!DSORRRY WH=(cause girls ma,more things in common to talk about>.<>

she like jeff=D
32. what does 5 likes to say most? [ shaun ]
ehh.i dno leh.i suppose zzz?haha!paisehpaiseh.i really not sure.zz

33. have 1 done anything to make you pissed off before? [zhijie]
haha..hmm.i suppose not>.

34. will you date with 3 or 12? [ cheryl or jy ] huh.i girl leh.bt if i'm a guy,i suppose i'll date cheryl(:cause jy lovesto mistreat pple she like!heh

35. name 2 people to do this quiz.

joanne the royal princess!

weihong(YEWS HAHA,you again=D)update your blog laaa

2008-11-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

thought over some stuff recently,and hai,the year is finally ending>=(
so maybe its time to end some stuff,clarify some stuff,and hope for the better yea?
shall think about it rationally before arriving with a decision lest everything takes a turn and becomes worse.>.< rarr,what should i do.confusing.

prom's over!and it was kinda okay lah, i suppose.quite fun though=DD had fun taking pictures and trying to smile nicely.shall wait for everyone to send me finish first then i upload the pictures bah=D

i feel like im drifting away.blah

2008-11-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

bonvoyage nanjing bsp scholars!=DD

2008-11-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

1. hows your heart lately?

okay i suppose

2. when was the last time you went out?

just.lols.

3. what was the latest movie you saw?

madagascar 2,after prom night=D

4. the last place you went?

newyork newyourk

5. miss someone?

i didnt attempt to shoot leh.

6. what made you smile today?

my friends=D

7. the last time you fell in love?

8. when was the last time you were drunk?

i didnt manage to get drunk mixing heineken with spritzer .ZZZZ.so i didnt get drunk before

9. ever loved someone so deep?

10. what is your status right now?

im normal on msn..which i dont know why.

11. did you dream last night?

nope!i didnt.

12. what were you doing this mornin at 7 am?

sleepinggg

13. what were you doing this morning at 10 am?

trying to figure out where the alarm which rang more than 10 times came from.

14. what were you doing this afternoon at 12 pm?

i suppose eating brunch

15. Name a place you want to visit.

vienna!its romantic,bt serene says london is the city of romance.hmm,i think either one bah

16. how many piercings do you have?

one on left,two on right ear

17. do you have a tatoo?

nahh,its so painful and im like not even nc 16 T.T!

18. what was the last thing you ate?

pringles,sour cream&onions!

19. what was the last thing you drank?

chrysanthemun tea,its kinda cool, my mum made it o.o

20. what do you want to do today ?

look guai really but iits not working!and i wanna find job!!

21. do you have a nick name?dada?by joyc .pipi by ros.ah pi by nic,pretty prida!LOL.by cheery cheryl=)

22. things you need to do everyday?.msn.sms,talk on the phone.i need all forms of communication!

23. are you a type of person who easily gets hurt?

hmm,kinda>.<>

24. the last thing you said to one of your friends?

i need to act guai----->sy

25. the last person who called you?

serene

26. the last person who sent you a message?

szuyee

27. the last person you chat with?

chaoyuan

28. the last person you talked with?

cheryl

29. what can't you live without?

haha maybe communication,its sort of important in my life -__-

30. what song(s) is(are) in your head now?

a thousand miles.

31. is there someone you love?

32. where are you?

at home=Din my room

33. having a date?

just came back from it.LOL.nah jkjk. nah dont have lah.

34. who do you want to meet?

anyone nice(:

2008-11-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

#1 Do you have secrets?
hmm,if i say no,would you think im pathetic?zzz/i think no leh./have secrets thats shared between me and others bt not only to myself bah.

#2 Would you fall in love with a gay?
lol!!princess,this question's for you!O.O! haha not really.

#3 Do you enjoy going to school?
yup i love school=)

#4 What if there's a chance to fly?
i'll fly up high high and see many beautiful thiings that i have never noticed or managed to see=Dand i'll bring someone with me,and we'll fly!=)

#5 What is your view towards love?
its beautiful O.O lol!its like an invisible bond holding two individuals together.kinda amazing.=)

#6 Which is more blessed?Loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone.

#7 List out 15 people whom you're thinking of now.
cheryl
serene
zhijie
szuyee
roseline
sophia
jy
joanne
jarib
quanhuan
weihong
anvea
yixin
shilei
kiayi

#8 If the person you loved once or now is attached,what would you do?
LOL.i'll wish him happiness?bt if the girl he likes sucks,then i wont lah.lols!i hate it when some guys like weird or mean girls,etc. hypocrites or those super jian one O.O!

#9 What makes you happy?
my friends,family when they are in perfect mood.going out!=)

#10 What makes you sad?
elimination,rejection,when my gd friends mood suck/

#11 What do you see in yourself 10 years later?
hmmm.a successful woman who is super blessed=)LOL.

#12 Who is currently important to you now?
haha.i dont know zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

#13 What is the most important thing in your life?
being happy=)

#14 Single or Attached? single=D

Single With who?
huh."??

Why?
feels more fun to hang around in groups?cause couple tend to forgo what others do,and stick only to themselves.

#15 Favourite Colour(s) ?
orangee=)and pink

#16 Would you give it all in a relationship?
yup.i would(:

#17 Would you stead with friend's friend whom you know for a few days?
hmm,dont think so.i dont even know that person well.

#18 How are you feeling right now?
kinda sad.my plight now is pathetic.grounded zz.

#19 Love or Like?
can i have both please?

# 20 Tag five people for this quiz to be passed on.
joanne,weihong(LOL.you gotta update your blog please)

okay.thats all for today.cause my mood is T.T

2008-11-12T00:29:00.000+08:00

its 12.29 now.yawn.and im eating papaya=.= its like no wonder im getting rounder day by day.zz
job hunting is so boring.zz, maybe i should just work at MPH like what joy says,LOL.since she say she'll buy books from me if i work there.=)and plus got pple work with me,much more fun.slack+fun+ money= love!=DD

but telemarketing and data entry can earn more money zz $.$ okay,shall just see which one more fang bian and easier to get.haihaihai.

2 more days to commencement=) and i think i'm writing notes for my close friends(: afterall,its our last yr together.kinda sad. but nah,can still go out i know. and 3 more days to prom,and i so so so so so hope that no one has the same dress as me. LOL.though yes i know its on display,but pretty please?T.T

okay shall sleep early lest i oversleep tmrw,=D cyaa bloggie=D

2008-11-09T21:53:00.000+08:00

chalet made me lose my voice!T.T
went wild wild wet though,and that was maybe the main cause why i lost my voice.cause we were forcing each other to scream even when it wasn;t scary. but the thing i sat with joanne was intimidating i must say. that was really our real scream=.= and the look on jiawen;s face when she saw how high we were falling frm was PRICELESS LOL!=DD so cute lah jiawen! but me and joanne were kinda embarassed cause everyone saw the timid side of us=.= zz

overnight biking!(:we cycled from our costa sands resort to old dunman=) then back to the resort=D dont ask me how we did it,cause i am shocked myself too >.< we set off at 9 plus and reached at 10 plus O.O! 13h!! LOL,bt we did rest at ecp macs. was kinda freaked out when zhijie said about the ghostly encounters esp on the express way where we saw the old man who couldn;t talk. D: but we still made it thru!=D though a leech/slug actually clung onto my legs while we were biking.and at wild wild wet, this super color changing weird insect clung onto me again-____________-and so we concluded i ATTRACT insects.haihai

we watched the passion too lah,the supposedly scary most high budget horror movie frm thai which turned out to be a comedy instead.!! AND haha!though the show kinda sucked because of the subtitle and the very simple and blunt storyline,i know everyone was amused and shocked by the twist in the end=) so clap clap to prida for bring such a marvellous dvd!=)

NOW LTS TALK ABOUT STEAMBOAT!again,16 dollars steamboat,crazy one.not nice at all=.=!and super unhygenic!!I found hair in the ice cream zz.and anvea and me discovered the zha man tou which is the most edible food so we took 8 LOL.and distributed. joanne decided not to eat the icecream cause it was too cheap tasting haha!

okay im so lazyto type,shall end here =____________=

2008-11-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

higher chinese was today!(: and yay,though i got like some wrong,at least im so glad that everything's over=D

and tmrw's class chalet.:D jiayou to everyone making class video!
sian,i wanna find work during holidays while serene and cheryl are busy with their work attachment and overseas plan,so at least i can waste some time,and at the same time get some money! $.$ and im working towards my goal,so jiayou prida!(:

my new phone isn't working =.=!so yup,if anyone happens to be unable to contact me while i'm away for class chalet, i think its my phone's problem >.<

2008-11-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

has been loongggg since i updated and here i go=)
hmm,its finally the end of our sch days in my sec4 year,the thought of it makes me kinda sad though.gotta step into the new world of senior high,where books and notes start piling up like theres no tmrw,where i get my new classes(which i will so miss my 4i friends!,though they say the class doesnt matter cause we spend most of our time in the canteen studyin),where we wear the new sch uni which makes us look uglier and fatterT.T awman. hai.

but still, i hope classroom will not be boundaries to our friendship!=D and we will still hang out tgt when anyone has the time=)

last day of sch was all about watchin dvds,talking,getting back results, and of course phototaking!where most of our classmates wwent crazy and started carrying each other around.photos will be uploaded in the next post!=D

but no matter what,i would like to tell all my 4i friends,thankyou for giving me such a wonderful 2years in my uppersecondary student life,and i love all of you!<3
and i love you serene!=Dcome back from hongkong quick please =)

2008-10-26T22:03:00.000+08:00

today was spent solely on shopping!not for prom stuff this time bt for food=D
and no im not so greedy,its on baking ingredients,and i spend 30plus >.< what an expensive fruit tart!^^

bt okay lah,realised the supermarket didnt sell mould,so yah,had to handmade my tart, bt my mum say its nice O.O! okay,actually i think its not bad too=X LOL. then it was super funny when my brother wanted to buy oreo,we were like gonna pay then this guy queing behind us was like pointing at the oreo,and he went,''isnt that made in china?!can eat ah?'' bt we told him its frm indonesia instead-_____-super hilarious lah,then i turned to look at the beijing cabbage i bought T.T china products just make pple think twice before buying.zz

so baking took up about half the day,wanted to watch highsch musical2 which was on tv,bt didnt have the time D:was too busy in e kitchen.so missed some part of my the other show and star awards. how could jay chou lose to that joanna person -__- maybe cause they always give those awards to pple who attend ba. thats the only reason i can think of >.<

ohyeah,thankyou wh!and his mother=DD for the delicious recipe =)

2008-10-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

went shopping with joanne they all today at wisma and far east. didnt get to go cityhall though cause of family matters,and they ate newyork^2!
joanne bought a purple helter,!!anvea, a white tube,jy,a turquoise spag strips!,and kiayi a white spag strip!(:
so today we actually had some shou huo =D

then..saw pigss at fareast and so we joined them for dinner=D and some shopping.to think of it,its kinda like the first ttime we are shopping for dresses tgt!O.O!kinda cool and sophia got her new phone.so while jy and sop were ordering stuff,me and pig were camwhoring -______- with ugly posts,and i got my 18 lianpai. O.O.
i think i have officially attained the state of nirvana lah.8h of continuous walking and shopping with my supposely super high heels,T.T that anvea and jy couldnt stand on.HAHA!

dinnered with pigs at wisma=) and we all ordered funky dinner and desert.yeah,pictures will be uploaded soon!

2008-10-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

today was chineseee =D again. and its always so exciting to see what kinda 'surprise' jiangling brings us everyday. and everyday she nv fails to shock us -_____________-
so after that was a super long subject combi talk.and FINALLY.bsp pple are bac!=DD
saw caixin,shilei,sophia,roseline!and all e others,like daniel,amanda.yihsin was super cute.=D when she barged into the lt! was so happy when saw pigs and we exchanged big hugs LOL,which we apparently accidentaly squashed poor sophia who was in between us.T.T super funny lah.

subject combi talk was soooo long.and pris was damn entertaining,cause she kept on using her niaoing skills to insult guppy=DD which i waas so tickled LOLS.cause we all kinda dont like him. im sure no one really does like him though -___- and he doesnt take sciences at all,kinda scary..

so yes!tmrw im gonna go out=) first need go temple pay respects,then gotta go shopping=)and as a result!i cant go co.bt really lah,i alr made appointment v long ago.so yah,psiseh!really sorry>.< i aint lying.!

need to watch some shows,and start reading papers alr.IF I CAN./lols!since joanne has alr started,right joanne?!LOL.
kay.shall end off alr=)

2008-10-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

cheryl hasnt been coming sch for 2 days!
so we decided to visit her today=DD and she put a smile on my face.HEH.sounds so gay.bt its true!was kinda happy,serene too.

and THE BSP PPLE ARE FINALLY FINALLY BACK.=Dcant wait to see rospig,soppig,caixin,shitlei,yihsin and daniel and so many so manny other pple.=

shall go off and talk to them le.BYE=DDDD**

2008-10-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

am feeling kinda bad now.cause hurling unintentional insults at each other has become a part of all of us,and im so used to it that i forgot it mattered to the others O.O!so !no offence everyone!=Xpaisehpaiseh.

these few days are too funny.we keep insulting each other .-___________-
like saying each other very ugly,and our face shape and stuff.
bah.bt we have only 5 more days to go.
so yes,shall cherish these very pathetic number of days with my class mates=(
and today sy said sth kinda sad,'' at the end of next week,4i will cease to exist''

and the thought of this really sucks. to think,we have spent about 2 full years together,time really flies.bt no matter what,i will not forget the happy time we have spent tgt=)

2008-10-21T10:01:00.000+08:00

說真的我不是故意
看見你和她在街頭佇立
我在猶豫該不該逃避
還是讓你看見我在這裏
天空間飄來的雨
從眼裏滑落到心裏
我在懷疑該不該躲你
該不該躲這場雨
大雨就要開始不停的下
我的心　我的心
已經完全的沒有主張
帶我到沒有愛情的地方　喔
大雨就要開始不停的下
我的心　我的心
已經完全的失去方向
帶我到沒有愛情的地方

likeee this oldie>.<

2008-10-20T21:10:00.000+08:00

went orchard and bugis to help serene cheryl and myself shop for prom stuff just now!and i tell you what,im sooo sick of these 2 places >.< there=".=">
and kiayi!dont worrrry lah,i wont pangseh you all these saturday de.at most i practice going out with my heels with you all k?! bt it will be too joke leh,wearing that weird pair of heels out=.=

hmmm,and was on the phone with jy just now.and =( i realised we only have 7days left before sch closes.and im really kinda sad.always didnt like travelling to sch bt i love sch.and i just love all my friends in 4i. cant bear to leave all of them.
haihaihai,shall not talk so much about this,lest i start sounding emo =/

bt 4i! i <3>

2008-10-19T12:06:00.000+08:00

23rd oct!<3>

life is getting more and more fun(:later,im going out to shop for dresses and maybe heels again,hope can find something nicer! ive already reserved this nice black dress ,we all like it lor,bt scared got alot of people will buy the same one O.O!!
and trying on dresses with cheryl and serene is really super fun!and funny LOLOL.i will never forget what happened!haha! love them all.bt dont worry, i will go pei you all buy too,(joanne,jy,caixin,anvea,,kiayi,shilei etcetc.)cause its really enjoyable(:

am putting on braces!bt scared my jaw will change shape or sth.T.Tmouth alr so ugly le,cant make it any worse bah,i really hope not =X and im scared of the pain!plucking so many jagged teeth,which grows in and out and molar.haihaihai/save me.should have been really persistent and plucked out all my unloose teeth when i was young.>=(

bt joanne and cheryl seems okay with putting braces too,so haha!shall not scare myself.since i realised i have been leading of life of a bracey since so long ago.eg, having so much difficulties eating burger or sticky stuff.so yah,i believe with braces,it wont be too difficult too.

im so not gonna play spores,!the graphics look weird and i dnwana get addicted to it.
yeah,gonna get ready to go out alr.!

byebye blogggg(:

2008-10-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

was quite (*@(@*$(*$@(*_!+!)+!!!!
cause my money got stolen T.T ,didnt actually realised until i offered to lend quanhuan money to pay for her uni. hai >=( why like that. our sch got dishonest people zz.
so im officially kinda broke. and theres still 1,2,3,4,5? presents to buy .HAI.

and cheryl's super funny.she wants to get a present for me with serene cause i lost mooney!=) not a bad deal leh.LOL.bt thats really nice of them<3>

other than that,today,wewent macs to eat.and zz,wasabi fillet o fish not v nice leh. very qiang bi. i had to resort to quanhuan's way of pinching my nose and swallowing the food which was so LOLOL.!!!=D

didnt get to watch connected today>.<>

2008-10-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JYYYYYYYYYY=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
THREE HAPPIES FOR YOU.cause you are still so childish!!HAHA. and bah,that leaves only me and kiayi being 16 =( and after tmrw, its me ALONE.T.T
and they wanna watch NC 16shows while i wait outside heh, which is like so impossible cause i will sneak in(:

so yup,shouldn't have worn sch uni today!bt okay lah,had a great talk while eating lunch.and yes, joanne is officially intellectually challenged HAHA.cause she thought we taste with our capilaries ,and she actually sticked out her tongue in the air in an attempt to taste the air. LOL.=D though i said some stupid stuff too,bt haha!joanne owned!and we realised how stupid each other was cause shilei wasnt here today to cover us up heh!
was quite enjoyable today,didnt go out with this combi for so long alr! and its like 3more hours to kiayi;s birthday =)

and tmrw is geog and la. zz.i so forgot about it uuntil serene told me lols!so yes,GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TMRW=DDD

<3,

2008-10-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

today was decision making day-.-
and it totally sucked.LOL.cause my original plans of a cool and new sporty CCA totally backfired and i totally agree with anvea.

i succumb to peer pressure!and i cant understand why do i.too loser leh.bt culinary club is really damn cool.it was like the whole cohort is signing up.even guys -.-!!!!! and being short really puts me at a disadvantage ZZZ.maybe i should go take up basketball since pei says that i will grow taller faster that way-_______________-
bah.i hate decision making.=/ job attachment,holis plans,subject combi,CCA.
to decide between passion and friends.T.T too difficult leh.

okay.today was a super stressful day=/
and now i shall go off to talk on msn!=D

2008-10-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

why like that=(
okay im really upset..
nt looking forward to it anymore
i dnwana spend it alone.>=( no,i really dnwan
bt anyway,thankyou sophia for the offer!=)i love you!
and roseline!thankyou all of you.:D

ima loser.fancy getting upset over such stuff=(

2008-10-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

bahh.im really upset now and probably no one knows why.
why must this happen.zz.this is freaking screwed.

AND TO MY DEAREST DEAREST DEAREST KIAYI.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KIAYI T.T INVITE ME TO YOUR BLOG LAH.ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
I WANTTTU READ!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's chinese was zzzed. its about a day the bsp ppl left for nanjing! wanted to call pig and tell her sooo many things,bt hai,sophia pig and roseline pig are still currently overseas=( i really miss them!should have found a way to go airport to see them off or sth. chinese was boring heh.bt lian laoshi was cute.his expressions!=.= bt the play/skit thing was still quite funny at some point of time/

prida is a great cook!

2008-10-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

=)smile!

2008-09-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

bussed to parkway today for gathering!and saw yixiang and chak on 31. then met up with daniel and the rest at giant.=D jy came!her fever subsided after so long, like finally,and so we made our way to ecp. cheryl put on braces and we kept forcing her and joanne (the daidi assholes,LOL!) to take retarded photos, which in the end turned out so cute =.=

so went picnicing,and biked for 2h,on a double-biked!was super fun lah.though we biked really slowly cause the gears had a problem.bt was fun.and wh treated us to drinks.poor kiayi,pain until cannot walk,and nearly faint. we were so worried>.<

so after that,nearly went kangaroo hopping or sth.bt didnt T.T so went back and talk =D was quite fun though.and we saw LIAN LAO SHI!so cute lah.he shouted some really funny words at us when he saw us.and we were like alr talking about him before that and he realyl appeared so coincidentally. talked about chinese results and stuff.and T.T realised that i kinda died for chinese.):

bt nvrm,we made our way to parkway for dinner!where junyu tried to sneak back him to eat his mum's dinner.saw the prom comittee with june loh discussing about prom at KFC.and we dinnered at BK. went back home after that,damn cool, everyone took 31~ while me wh and joanne take same direction, saw chak again zz!with kenneth and urie? and bused back home!

class outing was kinda fun=)

2008-09-29T13:27:00.001+08:00

its just the start of the day.and im like@(@*$() sad.
bias wall.T.T
im really tired of the silence..

and its already monday!gonna school reopen soon.sian. i dnwan get back papers =(

2008-09-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

finishing the show SOOOOOON! and,

IM FREAKING SCREWED.

2008-09-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!=D

addicted to watching fated to love you >.<
<3today!

she finally got used to the silence.

2008-09-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

exams are so gonna be over!=D

haha,must be so surprised to see me update!=D, sophiaaa and joanne(: lol!jiayan too.Yay,love going to school nowadays that exams are gonna be over soon after like 2weeks plus of torture.ONE MORE PAPER! and we are off to play. have lotsa activity going on,like playing guitar heroes!going sophiaaaa's hse,going out with jo,cheryl,jy,kiayi they all.lots and lots.(: bt gonna be so broke.

went to watch 4bia to relieve stress on saturday.was damn funny lah/cheryl was freaking out,with me anad serene,so we were like kinda ttrying to cover our faces.serene ccovered her WHOLE FACE!so she ended up missing everything-.-while i explained to her.cheryl was turning and burying her head everywhere.

so i thought zhijie was the bravest,which in the end,he got sia dao by princess sophia=.=who apparently looked like a ghost even before she died.LOL!bt that stupid show was NC16=.=so only cheryl could go in since me,cheryl,zj birthday all in dec.bt that guy was really nice to let us in, although we didnt have our ICS.really made ourr day. bt he said we dont look 16=.=!!! wahsian/keep saying i look like primary school kid.DAMN SIAN.*

then we went to eat the steakhouse!found out that their steak not nice at all-.-and nv try their oreo amingo.i also know how to make leh=.=it was like melted vanilla icecream.heh.

hai.i dn feel like studying for geog anymore lah.keep slacking.think the exam mood is somehow over.bt shall pull myself together and JIAYOU!everyone jiayou too!(:for history people,good luck for your exams tmrw=D and for geog pple,jiayou for wednesday(:

=D HAPPY!=DDDDD

2008-08-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

toooooo many things to do D: shall complete geog essay by today=D and maybe study finish chem if thats even possible-__- watched olympic games just now=D and yay, piccinni !!^^ italy=D

katerina emmons too cool alr. perfect score and gt e champion, and i was so impressed by the weightlifter frm china who broke the recordT.T hmm. geog test is nextweekD: and i need to admit i havent been following=.= so im totally lost. sian.shall study by like tmrw. eoys is another step closer to me! and i havent started on any revision. so many tests lor.hai. physics test and bio test was a flop so now shall just pray hard that i can score well for e othersD:

came across this poems.sounds so sad D:

Betrayal

by Dan McDonald

An echo fades into the night,
an eerie mournful sound.
A shooting star disappears from sight,
and I crumble to the ground.
There is no life within this garden;
my sobs are the only sound.
I have poisoned the honeyed fountain
where your love could be found.

Dazed, I stare at the stars above,
my grieving howls fill the night!
Unintended betrayal of love
has hidden you from my sight.
I remember how it used to be
when we shared our fears and delights.
You are a treasured friend to me.
How can I make things right?

Feeling afraid, cold and lonely,
I long to tell you how I feel,
but you don’t want to hear me.
The pain for you is much too real.
Should I back away and build a wall
and block away how I feel?
Or, should I give you a call?
We both need some time to heal.

An echo fades into the night
as our friendship disappears.
How do I know what is right?
How can I ease my fears?
If I do call you again,
would the old wounds reappear?
I can’t stand to cause you pain.
Hurting you again is my worst fear

I Can See The Pain

by Nikki

I still see your face in my dreams
It hurts and it doesn't help at all
I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall

I still remember the first time we met
There was something so different about you
Your friendship was something I wanted to get
That smile when you said hi to me was so new

Out of no where you called me on the phone
I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever
You were so new, so crazy and unknown
I just knew that our friendship would never sever

Two years and we are barely holding it together
What happened to the way this all used to be
I never wanted you out of my like ever
I sat there for a long time pretending not to see

We decided to go out and make it all all right
It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't
We couldn't even really stand each others sight
It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't

I miss you and everything you were to me
Ten years from now we will look back on it all
We will be older and finally be able to see
That love will stand the test of time and never fall

haha. so is friendship really that fragile.

2008-08-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

school has been really taxing these few days, with exams and tests here and there. its getting difficult, and stress is starting to build up=/ could see the weariness and tiredness in everyone. eoys IS really comingT.T and there are like so many test, each week, we are studying, but not for exams.
hope everyone can overcome it!=D and yeah, its all about stress relieve=D so all lets jiayou!=D

;and im really worried.
when you say nothing at all,when you appear so silent and sad. i know you are feeling really down. yet i can do nothing to help, I'm trying my best to make you feel better. but somehow i know, its really frustrating on your side. sorry for being so unreasonable.sorry.

2008-07-31T22:24:00.000+08:00

damn
my life sucks

2008-07-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

went support 4h interclass today! and mr yap was there too=.= while kiayi was supporting 4d. was a damn cool match leh.candice damn seh! haha..others played so well too=D me and amanda were like screaming crazily zz. bt was so sad didnt get to see the hwole match.=/

bsp was boring today.jiangling didnt let me talk to sieweng.got hinted not to talk=.=
so yeah.just stoned and stuff. first time listen so attentively in class leh.the world is getting weirder lol.

because i cant hold on anymore.
and it suddenly dawned upon me that im insane.i am.
was gonna continue living in self delusion until he said it.
what is happening
why is it just so unbearable.

2008-07-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

let me off,will you;

i need to be like them):
like roseline,sophia,serene,cheryl,yixin..
because leading my life like this is certainly not the way i want it to be.
to be worried over things that are not supposed to concern me
to get upset over really small things.
wheres the real me.
sometimes im really tired, but i just cant seem to be able to move on.
because intrigue details like this never fail me upset me.
i cant be numb.neither can i break free,save me

2008-07-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

interclass was today!!(: stayed bac to support our class team(:
and i really have to say!gdjob GIRLS!=D and GUYS! since we really did our best, results doesnt matter! its the class spirit and everything! i really feel so proud of our class

watching the perfect cut now=D last ep! wan mei de ai qing.
today slacked during chinese! with joanne,cheryl and anveaaaaa,jy. zj didnt come sch for lessons today so was kinda siannned during lessons time zz.

okay shall go watch my show zz/ updated cause joanne wanted me to.PRINCESS HONOURED EH?=)

2008-07-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

an obstacle cleared yet here comes another;

today's lessons were really mundane and dull. its tough to keep quiet really. or at least for an extrovert for me. chem was a dissapointment like what i had expected it to be,and its gonna be the same for LA.so hopefully the film can do us some good(:

ACE presentation!sorry jarib and junyu! thought ACE was tmrw>.< tmrw=".="">
now i know.

2008-07-20T19:19:00.000+08:00

tmrws interclass! so jiayouuuu to our class girls soccer team and guys bball team! gonna be there to give them moral support(: since i have no ball sense at all-_-

and tmrws racial harmony! to wear or not to wear, that is the question! wore last yr and lost my uni lah,so had to wear that costume for co exchange. quite a bad experience T.T bt last year could take alot of pictures(: with mr tan, mr ng, and mr yap?( i forgot whether we did)=.=

so its a few steps closer to eoys again. shall start doing my maths hw now(:

when i made that decision a year ago,
i should have guessed that it was the end to our friendship;

2008-07-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

How much can your heart hold;

Today was kinda fun LOL! Played the train game with peipei and zj during Chinese lesson=.= battle of the middle fingers! Gonna wait for my jnr to send me the pictures we took=D

Today iris said the bus wasn’t in service so we all walked to school=.= chemistry prac was a flop.and im editing LA NOW! Again=.= cause each time I edit I think I forget to save. Yeah ,so gotta go do LA,later bsp, and gonghan T.T

Im a liar

2008-07-13T09:39:00.000+08:00

Last week was T.T and screwed up my la test! along with my chem, and maths pop quiz2.whole week just gone wrong like that. dont know whats wrong with me leh. ytd was funnn. haha, xi you ji was funny, bt didnt get to watch till the end at wh house. and i found out i have been hanging out with 2d pple! like serene,cheryl,anvea,zj, and wh ytd. bt lucky got chihchi hehe,so i wasnt like the only non 2der(: annexe was okay too, cleared my misconception. and next week theres like maths test,chem test,physics POP quiz,and chinese ming ju jing hua test >.<

gotta go do my hw le(:

hate myself when i get hurt so easily.
hate it when i attempt to break free yet i sink in even deeper
and now im lost;

2008-07-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

flopped chemistry test!! and maths quiz. read ln as IN LOL. so differentiated everything WRONGLY!! so yes just forget it.i shall move on. HAMLET.i havent even read the book leh!and the test is tmrw): shall burn midnight oil today! ~and when theres nothing else to burn, set yourself on fire!

today was drenched when i came to school LOL!cause no umbrella, ytd left umbrella in school cause i dried it at the back of the class. zhijie also, we too loser leh. nv bring home. so today walked in the rain. then daniel called lol!as you know i cant mutiltask and concentrate, i had to walk even slower,so i got even more wet. too ugly leh. then saw zj at the backgate bt he looked too dry =.= jingjie!he got umbrella,then he walk alone leh. didnt we learn ,you will nv walk alone! hai, no wonder last time john says when it comes to sharing of umbrella,singaporeans are heartless when it rains T.T

so overall today was a great day! zz. lu lao shi's talk on BGR -_-
and okay here i go study for hamlet(:

byebye blogg(:

2008-07-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

Today went school alone till at raffles place, saw wh on the train. He got biopolis so yeah,went bv with me. Actually wanted to go school de, bt was raining REALLY REALLY HEAVILY LOL!so wh decided to give up and I left him standing in the void deck as I made my way to the school. Saw this senior high person who didn’t have umbrella,so I sheltered her too! =D haha,so yeah, made my way to school and ended up really wet like some luo tang ji!

And really really really THANKYOU!=D too nice leh,call me so many times and sms me to ask if I got umbrella(: if I didn’t have, you would have sheltered me right!=haha!thankyou!(:

Heard yihsin and Daniel look v cute tgt sharing umbrella!! Aha! Can imagine leh,too little people in e rain! Yihsin!ZERO POINT EIGHT NINE!lol! me and Nicole keep laughing at that =.=

Today’s bio lesson too fun!interesting and cool. Zz.and lian ls says we are gonna have some Chinese test about that thing he gave us.GG leh, he even gave us back the sheluns and everything lor.damn sian leh,he condemn me liao-.- keep minusing my marks.1 wrong minus 5 marks leh, too much.

And omg. Joanne,Victoria,Priscilla, liyang KEEP LAUGHING AT ME!!!!T.T embarrassing thing =.= and liyang addicted liao.sian. every few minutes ask me same question.>.<

2008-07-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

Cause I hate the way things are now;

Used to hate liars,used to hate being alone, used to have autophobia, used to hate talking and yet never getting a reply.

So now afterall im a changed person. So changed that I no longer feel anything, the sudden urge that always rushes up to me has disappeared. When I know it’s a lie, I know I have to believe in it, I know I have to act like I really really am okay with it, so all I can do I smile.. smile to hide how I really feel,smile to hide what is going on inside me,my thoughts, my everything.

Used to always hate travelling alone, cause I will feel so loner,so alone, so weird. The feeling is just so unbearable, I hate being seen around without any friends. But now, everything is so different. Going to school alone. Isn’t. that. Bad. After. All.

I think I am talking too much,maybe I should just remain silent. Used to feel so sad when I get daoed last time. Once is enough to just let me be sad for a day, and starting from last year, maybe double dao was still D: for me. Now guess what, I feel so pathetic now,so pathetic that I send messages like no one’s business totally forgetting that oh yeah I haven’t got a reply. And its like yeah you can just don’t reply me for 8times 9 times,10 times.

Smile smile smile prida. Smile to hide,smile to carry on.unless you are sure you can break free.and you mean it.

So conclusion, I am a pretty lousy person, pathetic like a piece of shit.

My heart is numb, has no feeling;

2008-07-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

T.T

Misunderstanding, miscommunication, misinterpretation.

Whatever you call it D: that wasn’t what I mean lah.REALLY T.T

Sucks leh.sorry.):

2008-07-06T18:54:00.000+08:00

Yay !OMG GUESS WHAT!!

I kinda finished editing after so longggggggg! And I haven’t started on chemistry!!!and all my homework. And hmm hamlet is like UNTOUCHED LOL!ever since I got it from gary zz.

So yeah.still feeling quite accomplished about the la film, though its really long,and my editing skills suck zz. But! At least I got something done after it hanged my computer for like 210419785983127583269 times. Hehe. ALVIN GET WELL SOON!=D maybe gonna visit Alvin like tmrw bah,with pig and serene,joylynn,Cheryl,jie,quanhuan but I got shangyin sian.

AND THE BAISEZHUAN I saw in Nanjing is showing now in SINGAPORE MWAHHAA. Serene was so shocked to see me watching after her shower in the hotel lol! But I made her watch it with me too =DDD

And now im watching another Chinese show LOL.cheryl’s favourite LIAO ZHAI HAHA!

And I think my phone got problem. Cause cannot be he dao me what too much leh. Zz. Hai.

2008-07-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today was YOUTH DAY celebration! As usual, went school alone today.D: but saw people on the way there!=D so had someone to talk to during the boring journey of walking to school T.T celebration was cool leh. Except than before that!myy very very cute little juniors sabo-ed me and kept on shooting me with water gun=.= and today I talked to jintao THREE TIMES. Which was like wth?!?! Cause he was just so weird, imagine jin tao shooting at you with a water gun that was supposed to be yours.=/

Celebration was fun.thankyou mr tay,mr ng for youth day present!!!(: sian..nw trying to do video editing but failed cause no sound coming out so goottta wait for Hilda to send me now.

yawn.im so sleepy

2008-07-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

1. 1.What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
lols.ex classmates.zz, he asked me where was I cause I was late=.=

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
nope.donttt(:

3. What happened at 10am today?
hmm?

4. When did you last cry?
hmm.Sunday zz.the after effects was horrible=.=

5. What is you favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
huh bread?lol/bt I don’t really like it in the first place hehe

6. What do you want in your life right now?

happiness!(:
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put on your hood?
lol umbrelllaaaa. Im always the one who brings an umbrella(:

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my pillow!(:

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
army black pants that looks like fbts-.-

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
lols,its okay,**************

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
simplicity <3>

12. 12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
LOL.if I did this ytd,then YESS

2.
13. Wad was the last movie you caught?
don’t mess with the ZOHAN!the ultimate show that drove weihong crazy

14. What are you proud of?
being uhm.a Singaporean?lol

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?

nric number=/
16. What's was the last song you sang out loud?
patience- take that!

17. Do you have any nicknames?
yesss. Pig,pi,pridadadada,dada,fellowfat

18. What does your last received msg say? Who was it from?
lols,Daniel.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
hmm.i think 1 bah.cant really remeber

20. Are you currently happy?
haah quite,if my life didn’t have …

21. Who gives you best advice?
serene,Cheryl,joanne!

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
lol!i think someone does.that person was eating straight frm it while we were baking joanne’s cake!:D

23. Who did you talk to on the phone last night?

Serene,Cheryl,z

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
kinda,bt it was bugging me more like last time, till I wanted so much to give up.hmm.

25. What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
haha CHERYL.her stunt of jumping into the closing train doors leaving me behind T.T

26. Do you wear toe socks?
daddy wanted me to): bt I didn’t want hehe!

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
dearrr jy!

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Hmm.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
lies, unless its really a white lie or what bah.(:

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

crush?hmm
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nah!

32. What is the colour of your room?
supposedly light blue.bt looks white leh

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

Don’t think so.thats so weird D:

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
haha yup

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
hehe baby!(:

36. Who was the last person who hugged you?
hmm baby!he was so asleep that he didn't want to go home and i had to carry him down to meet his mummy!>.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
eh!?!yah.=.=

38. Do you have a life?
haha!happy life!yeahyeah

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt?
YES.LOL.and the next moment the person appeared behind me.and I screamed zz

40. What's the reason behind your profile song?
..

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
hmm. Annexe people.we went on a cruise zz

42. Last time u smiled?
today!

43. Have you changed this yr?
hmm think so bah>.< 44. What are you listening to right now?
its paused at patience zz.cause im watching tv!

45. Are you talking to someone while you're doing this?
yeah

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open lol!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
nope

48. Do you want someone you cant have?
haha that sounds wrong.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yup.like a recorder,all the co instruments,glockenspiel,tambo.

50. What was the worst idea you had in the week?
giving up

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
slacking

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
haha don’t have one.

53. What song describes your love life?

Don’t have zz

54. Does the person know that you like him?
don’t know leh

55. Who always makes you laugh?
… my friends

56. Do you speak other language other than english?
chinese

57. are you blond?
nah

58. What's your middle name?
prida

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to school zz.studystudy talktalk playplay

60. What do you think you are like?
really loud and extrovert hehe

61. Who will you choose to die with?
someone I really like bah, bt wouldn’t want that to happen cause its so selfish!

62. Where have you been today?
scchoooolllll

63. What game do you play often?
haha.eh guessing game hehe

64. Who are you missing rite now?
hmm.

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, which will you choose?
FRIENDS!”D

66. What are you doing right now?
talking,quizzing,tving

67. Which primary school are you from?
mps,bhps

68. Name 3 colours that you like.
pink,orange,gold

69. What emoticon do you like to show?
:D

70. What is life to you?
fun, but sometimes really tired.really really.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk on the phone,and maybe emo about it bah

72. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Amanda, joanne

73. Who do you admire the most?
not anyone yet bah.

74. Which month are you born in?
decemeberrr=D

75. How are you feeling right now?
bored.zz.with lots of thoughts running thru my mind

76. What is the time now?
7.53

77. Where are you now?
living room!

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?
haha no color!

79. Why are you doing this test?
cause I sudd had the do some quiz feeling

80. What do you do when you're moody?
talk on the phone,or really stop talking>.< 81. At what age do you plan to get married?
20 plus?hehe don’t know leh

82. Who is more important to you now? Boyfriends/Friends?
friends

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope.never

84. Who is the person you trust most?
serene,Cheryl,joanne,zj.

85. will you love your crush/bf forever?
hmm

86. If you ever have a dream come true, what would it be?
to be really happy with someone I like, and have really great friends,and happy family!

87. What is your goal for this yr?
to enjoy every moment before everything is gone

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yah(:

89. What feeling do you love most?
when I feel cared for.

90. do you really think its global warming now?
yeah

91. What feeling to you hate the most?
having to believe in a lie and pretend that I don’t know what is really happening..

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Was gone

93. Do you believe in god?
yeah.

94. Who cares for you the most?
my parents

95. What do you think is the most important thing in life?
happyhappy!(:

96. What'll you bring to a fight?
hmm. Nothing!see what they bring,I bring lor.with my taupok quan,I might just die without even inflicting damage zz

97. What have you regretted in your whole life?
lying.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
really really really sad.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
lol. Don’t know eh.break up

100! Love with a guarantee of heartbreak, or nvr to be loved at all?
love with a guarantee heartbreak. Think its better to be loved then never to be loved at all.-----leap years!

quizzzzzzz -craving just now.so yah,got it! shall try to do some work like later!(: and yes!just finished dinner.gottaaa go bathe:D

2008-07-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

went cheryl hse ytd to stay overnight!and practically everything i was wearing on me belonged to her=.=so yeah,we skipped PE.cause no shirt zz.bt good lor, need run 4 rounds today cause of some stupid cross country. damn sian. 3.8km for girls >.<

so after that they trained for soccer interclass!today was particularly funny though. found out that daniel love poking jarib during bsp=.= went home today with alot of people! other than usual gang of cheryl and zj and sy, today went home with, PEACELA,WEIJIA,DANIEL,BENSIMMM,SHILEI,YIXIN,JY,YIHSIN! shitlei HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!so sorry i forgot,cause of friendster lah.it screwed me up>.< and wheres the chocolate cake you were making for me in the toilet?!

mrs hong is too clever.zz. so yes,today was quite slack.cause chem prac was q.easy.thought it would be really stressful.>.< so yes.hope it would be like that for chem prac test too=.=which is ALWAYS A KILLER!

dont know what to do!

my heart is numb,,has no feeling/

;

2008-06-28T13:54:00.001+08:00

Screwed, lost, speechless, GONE

Did finish ACEEEE. =D SGC! And currently on portfolio. So yeah! Still got 2 sheluns.O.o

And I'm lost.

Cause this scar runs so deep, Its been hard, But i have to believe me

2008-06-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

belief! ; yes.i do believe(:

today was class seating arrangement swap.!>.<>

walked to station today with joanne,cheryl they all and WENT TO EAT ICE CREAM! bt dear shilei chose mango flavor, which jy and yixin after trying said it wasn't nice at all. HAHA! so finally got someone got weirder taste than me=) shilei even commented that she wanted the mangosteen flavor one. which was like O.O and we all concluded that shilei likes weird stuff, though she hates corn=.=(which i like!) and she likes durian ice cream zzz.and jy went; '' there's not much diff you know.''

yay.pe today was funny, the teacher was cute lah! me and nic were like arguing about who need button ,who need tuck in fully,who need to pull up collar blahblahblah, then the teacher was so tickled that she couldn't stop laughing =/

hmm yay.finally break from co practices!(: and haha! cheryl just moved even closer to me in class!can regained the happy life me,zj,her used to have at the back of the classroom. bt Nicole moved away): junyu can forget about skipping class funds alr lol!

to haha,... and (: , lol!hmm pleaseeee tell me who are you can>.<>

ohyeah &mr tay!we all miss you!=)

cause i feel happy and fortunate just like that.
thank you(:

2008-06-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

And everything is fine;

~~sad~~HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY.(:

shall ~~not~~ move on!=D

today was 2^nd day of school! Damn funny,followed the wrong person to school! And ended up walking the superrrr long way! Which in the end we met the next train people T.T

so reached school kinda late,bt nvrm lah=) thought it was fine cause at least I didn’t have to go school myself !makes me feel so aloneT.T

and tmrw’s pc!=(mrs hong…

SO YES,WISH PRIDA LUCK FOR TMRW!=D

2008-06-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

can i just give up;

i guess im really tired.

2008-06-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

blogging from daddy's laptop!=D
shall try do ACE.really v hard leh,dont know how to doT.T

tmrw got school!so yah,gotta pull myself out of bed at ~~5.45~~ 5.30!!!cause there's no more SBS
hai thinking of going to school via train is ... gonna get some alone time. can walk to school and excercise! hopefully jian fei=)
shall look on the bright side! hmm ,bt afterall,maybe im not gonna go alone!so yeah=DDD

i decided to give up on ACE ZZZ.

2008-06-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

lols! im blogging again.
I NEEDTOOOOOO DOOOO CODES!=D
too paiseh leh, hate codes! thought i was good at them. =/SERENE LORRR=O.lol!!!! before we flew,zzzz. still tell me very hard ):
now i feel like a weirdo!MALUMALUMALUMALU!D:
and stupidd princess dumbdumb always manages to break my codes.maybe should just rename her (should i?!=D) lol!bt nvrm serene knows the art of reading from the invisible. also quite clever lah,thought only i knew.T.T

so yeah.here comes the code of the day!

YAY. meiweiiiii!=DD time to brush up your skills!and PRINCESS DUMBDUMB!MWHAHAHA.bet you dont know how to solve this hehe=Djiayou!

2008-06-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

; how i wished time would just stop here, for me and for you.

lols! just saw the links lingling put up for china trip photos.>.<
i finally get you, mei nu! the photo! D:

went do la ytd.(: woke up reallyyyyyyy early in the morning! went zhiyi's hse for interview!with her maid and zhiyi( employer) then made my way to monicaaaa house,bt was halted on the way.so went katong mall! got scolded by the people there 3 times LOL!(: bt nvrm lah. then went bugis to eat mosburger! ATE UNAGI RICE BURGER!<3 &unagi is love!

then went alyssa's house,and then tampiness mall! then hilda's house!=D nicole and hilda did the script alr by then,and yup me and zj filmed the various parts le,so did voice over! yeah,and video camera failed us again.was supposed go for dinner after that): bt couldn't make it!

today, was screwed up. bt haha, was cheered up in e canteen just now.LOL. had gossiping session with sieweng,serene,joyc!=Dmy favourite topic somemore(:then went eat dinner!at MOS BURGER AGAIN! at tiong bahru plaza..

LOL.and i found out tby is filled with aunties. me,auntie amanda,auntie serene(=D),auntie blahblahblah who all watch the 7ocock and 9oclock channel eight show!and the 10oclock channel u show!!we were all so pissed that we missed the show today lols!& jiaqian and sieweng were like ?!?!?! haha not bad leh,found friends for(oops) ~~princess~~ auntie JOANNE. and auntie CHERYL!

anyway sorry for misunderstanding you!):

2008-06-17T16:33:00.000+08:00

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.

Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.

Whoever you love should be your best friend.

And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.

Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you

Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

QUIZZZZES

2008-06-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

20 peopleeee!=D

1.serene
2.cheryl
3.zhijie
4.anvea
5.roseline
6.sophia
7.joanne
8.nicole
9.jy
10.peipei
11.kiayi
12.samuel
13.amanda
14.kelvin
15.mas selamat LOLS!
16.nicole chew
17.weihong
18.daniel
19.sherlyn(goh)
20.cai xinnn!

(:

1) How did you meet 14? [kelvin]
hmm.drumming festival in year1.

2) What would you do if you meet 1? [serene]
LOLS.be hyper and gossip(:

3) What if 9 and 20 dated? [jy and caixin?!]
HAHA.i will label them as lesbians and run far far awayD:

4) Will 6 and 17 date? [sophia and weihong]
haha!never thought of it but they will be an interesting couple!=D

5) Describe 3. [zhijie]
HAHA!hes really tanned.and i love his fffff expression T.T

6) Is 8 attractive? [nicole yimmmie]
LOLS! yeah/of course lah

7) Describe 7. [joanne]
haha!shes a PRINCESS(: (right? miss joannneee.hahahaa!)

8) Do you know any of 12's family members? [samuel]
nehh.only know he has a brother and a maid or sth.

9) What would you do if 18 confessed he/she likes you? [daniel]
lols.i wouldnt tell you what i would say right(: and he doesnt like me hehe

10) What language does 15 speak? [mas selamat]
HAHA guy languages

11) Who is 9 going out with? [jy]=X

12) How old is 16? [nicole chew]
15 going on 16.

13) Who is 2's favourite band/singer? [cheryl]
prida(:!!!

14) When was the last time you spoke to 13? [amanda]
oneee WEEK AGO

15) Have you ever dated 4? [anveaaa(:]
lols! shes a girl!

16) Would you ever date 1? [serene]
haha noooo!!im straight

17) Is 19 single? [sherlyn goh]
nahhs. she's taken!(:

18) What is 10's last name? [peipei]
whats a last name. hes called LEE SZU YEE. so yeah. it lee i suppose.or is that the first name.think its yee then=X

19)Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? [kiayi]
lols nono

20) What is 3's school? [zhijie]
dhs.(:

21) Where does 6 live? [sophia]
tanah merah!

22) What's your fave thing about 5? [roseline]
shes a cute lil pig!

23) Have you seen 2 naked? [cheryl]
LOL!noooooD:

YOU;

2008-06-16T19:33:00.001+08:00

i dont know why.. i just dont know how to decipher you;

他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我
说话的时候不认真
沉默的时候
又太用心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够干净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此他还是赢走了我的心

他不爱我

2008-06-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

You Don't Need Extra Attention

You're perfectly happy with who you are, and you don't need attention to feel good about yourself.

You prefer to let your actions and accomplishments speak for themselves.

Working hard to get people to like you is your idea of a nightmare.

You've got a lot going on, and anyone with half a brain will notice that on their own!

You come across as: Confident and serious

People may wrongly think you're: Stuck up and shy

You Are 48% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it.

You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.

You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.

You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.

You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

lols.was too bored.so went to take some quizzes(:

2008-06-15T13:21:00.001+08:00

ytd went shangyinT.T to lianqin! and i ttly pissed gls off. bt aiyah who cares.
thenslacked till annexe, where we kept laughing at quanhuanLOLS! cause alvin just couldnt get over the way she ate cheryl's birthday cake ,like A MONTH AGO!

and annexe was superr funny./was filled with tons of laughter, first at qh,then at KUNGFU PANDA!.'' there is no charge for awesomeness... and attractiveness!'
& zj refused to say that line when he got this particular question right! while cheryl tried her best to qualify for that line.T.T

and i spotted a mistake in the 1st derivative test.AWESOME!(: LOL! so i got a chance to say that line=.=zzz.

overall annexe was quite fruitful!(: and yeah,gonna try to study from now.must get into the mooodd.

ps: sophia and nicole!new blog doesnt mean new lover hor-.- zzzz it was for fun!haha!

stranded!in thoughts;

2008-06-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

today's a better day!woke up,felt much better(: and yeah!gonna go kaiyin's new hse later for fun.zzz.bt anyway,so looking forward to it! gonna see jasmine and jared and maybe hui qi!and of course kaiyin the cook! jap cuisine!=D i hope ^^

basically,shall try accomplish some stuff today,and copy tu pi pa pu zzz.which i will leave for the finale of the dayT.T ace un report looks too confusing to me.and i just dont know how to go about doing it.

ohyeah,its some shooting competition today,so jiayoujiayou to zhijie!=Djiayou dhs!(:
shelun is just weird,i dont get why lian lao shi wants it in computer formatD: so now i have to download some chinese programme just to type what i wrote out on the gaozhi.zzzz

yup anvea!I LINKED YOU!damn sad. just found out need to go ASEAN summit closing ceremonyT.T means one more day gone for my poor holidays

blah. feeling sucky.mood sucks,life sucksT.T

2008-06-11T20:28:00.000+08:00

lost the other pictures.=.=zz.need go ask for more again...
proudly presenting!!! YEE SOK YEE HAHA/yee sok lan's sister=.= found this pic quite long ago,bt lazy post -.- zzz.another librarian at cchms teaaching ENGLISH!aww

sandcastle building!! which was ages ago !

me trying to act retarded and constipated once more=.=

HHORRROR .really too ugly leh.

helping advertise the pads=.= that our female population has come up with.though i didnt ontribute any, i joined in the fun! ** autographed pads.

ALVIN CONCERT! (: had tons of fun!i love you balloon!

everyone's happy(:
so i am too!

dno why im in the blogging mood..shall just blog before my blog dies AGAIN T.T
msning now.mainly princess joanne has been telling me how much she loves laughing at me T.T
crying leh.LOL.

forgot to post level camp photos so yeah!shall post it too and alvin's live concert!received some pictures from pig(: shall put them up here too=D

yeah,shall post more like tmrw (:
&the world just got less weird by a few degrees.
haha,and i just remembered samuel's BLACK CLOUDS LOOMING! =.= and that was 2 years ago.zzz.
i suddenly just feel like going back to life 2 years ago,where i was still happily living in the my own world.so xin fu,so protected.T.T life just sucks to me now, no motivation, no nothing.

thought you could be my motivation.
yet it blankly seems to me now that you are pulling me back
& i just need to escape.

; trying my best

2008-06-11T15:28:00.000+08:00

last day at nanjing!): the nice hotel lobby after debreif before we all chiongggg for water parade! pictures too dark T.T
****

love love love 4i!=) kupped it from daniel where he proclaimed jy made this and he was the photographer=.= so basically me and cheryl didnt do anything ZZZ.now to look at it,that looks like our level camp food=.= and i think it is=.=

1,2,3,4 poses! us in class tee!=) too much leh, make me wear this shirt 2 times,and it STINKS!LOL!xD

after leaving the battlefield for 10days, i finally returned(:
and now i'm really stranded and lost.
china trip 2008!was hmm quite fun, filled with food. we were practically stuffing ourselves with food every meal and having supper at 11 plus after every performances and waking up as early as 4.45 am T.T i also had lots of avis pimples thruout>.<>

had great experiences too,like eating extraordinary food(O.O) like snake skin look alike, deer meat, toad,duck,a whole pigeon,fish skin,pork(which guanyang insisted was a peacock!),beef,chicken,goat,fish,jellyfish, blahblah and lots of animals that i cant remember.

conclusion was china's icecream is CHEAP!really cheap leh, one dollar cornetto,60 cents magnum. and i paid 2 dollars plus for a bag of food.haha! yeahyeah, know its all fats, bt nvrm(: bt i had to admit,the xiangchang tasted abit different leh.and had financial problemsT.T
so didnt have money to buy back souvenirs for alot of people.'

! list of lucky people that i got stuff for:

dearest 2g friends!(: (pig,sophia,nicole,blahblah)
10 4i girl friends!(anvea,joanne,blahblah)
fellow fat jz who is currently mugging for his a levels!!!!(jiayoujiayou) & zj, joe, kk
my brother,my parents!

china trip photos coming up!(: waiting for everyone to send me,currently have only4 T.T
went nanjing massacre museum, bt was quite rush. so didn't get to really see everything.
hmmm. the things displayed there really made me felt quite moody.especially the remains of this little baby in the museum. D:

homework is killing me.T.T need to revise on everything before i can do lah.damn sian. shall start with chemistry! (:

back to the trip!the hotel freaked me out LOL! cause serene wasnt around.and we were really in this weird hotel room which is like opposite the lift and exit. then it was really dark lah, and the toilet lights were failing us, always flickering. and the light outside the toilet room door was BLUE! so when we looked into the full length mirror outside the door, i freaked myself out=.=
and they had a seductive salon HAH! with red lights, and uhm sexy? girls in sitting and facing the door in sexy? poses?LOL. =/

okay, shall blog more about the trip when the picture comes in!(:

shall try to get myself in the studying mood lalalalala.(:

2008-05-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmm level camp's over!5 days gone just like that
i loveeeee scorpia!anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYLLLLLL(:

Gimme the scorpia cheer!
SCORPIA SCORPIA!
Gimme the scorpia cheer!
SCORPIA SCORPIA!
Gimme the scorpia cheer!
SCORPIA SCORPIA!

we will we will crush you flat like a ham ji peng
and never let you rise again!
roti prata roti prata..
BURN AH BURN AH BURN YOU CHAO DA!
muthu curry muthu curry.
EAT AH EAT AH EAT YOUR CURRY!
fly kite~ fly kite~ all the rest can go fly kite~
later kena lightning strike!
hahahaha

hey scorpia do the dance, let me see you clap ur hand
clap x10
now that you got the beat,let me see you stamp your feet
clapx10
now that you got the groove,let me see your body move
xi shua shua, xi shua shua, xi shua shua woo woo
xi shua shua xi shua shua, xi shua shua tsssssssssssss

who say yandao never introduce
who say chiobu never introduce
we from SCORPIA now we introduce
ah yan dao chio bu yan dao chio bu now we introduce!
ah yan dao chio bu yan dao chio bu now we introduce!

and now this cheer that never fails to make zj high and excited!
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv boom
hurrayhurrayhurray haha!
hurahhurahhurah hehe!
we will win!
you will see!
scorpia scorpia win win win!!!

Draka-Hydra-Scorpia, together they make DHS.
first day, trekking! didnt see any leeches,bt cheryl got bitten unknowingly LOL!
then she started showing everyone=.=cause she say it sth to be proud of,haha!
trekking was quite tiring zzz,and rocks were quite slippery. was kinda hungry bt mojoejoejoe gave us biscuits to eat!really miss him alot ):

kayaking was an experience LOL.jjumping into the river because of motionsickness ZZZ.the teachers must have felt that i was retarded. bt that `dropintowater' feeeling was really great and refreshing.; felt quite guilty that i keep on hitting zj with my pedal>.< zombie ="/" sea=".="" ziyu=".="">.<

zzz. kk said they are just supposed to be people that step into our lives for these 5 days,to help us,to guide us for the camp.other than that,we should just let everything be memories): i really disagree lor. how can they just leave like that after leaving their foot prints in our heart,in our memories.why cant we just be friends, and why must they avoid letting us get their emails.its really very sad):
hai but nvrm!i got kk email le,still searching for joes one(:and i believe i can do it de!

lastday went eat lunch with our class,and the guys from other class,ziyus leaving): damn sad.
and dota showdown!i dno how to play dota T.T

okay gotta end here byebye!

badbad day):

2008-05-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

I GAINED WEIGHT,four kg!!! LOL, bt nvrm, they say its 2kg in front and 2kg behind(:
so its hehe you know what is it.
and i cut hair,hai shilei they all say its nicerxD and she insists thats shes not lying.LOL.and too funny lei,after i cut my hair,everyone start insulting my lasttime hair=,=
say look like,a bunch of dno what,some say look like squirrel bushy tail,some say untidy.ZZZ
why no one tell me before that!hahah!

and i bought new hairtie,clips and earsticks!used a combi of pink and red hairtie today,thought iwas nice>.< joanne say it is!bt kiayi and jy say look like national day): damn sad.dno why.

and nowadays sucks.its emo period!

2008-05-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

whoa its a new blog(:
and yeah!serene and joanne,im blogging AGAIN!lol..